Tuesday Night, June 28th
I arrived in India around 11 pm. I walked the rows of drivers holding signs looking for my name. I was met by two Education Counselors from the center. Kapil went to hail a cab while Saurabh called Hari (the Education Director) so he could welcome me to India by phone. All three of them were incredibly warm and friendly. We drove in a rather small taxi through what had all the appearances of a war zone. Decaying buildings with shanty shacks attached for the vendors lined every heavily littered street. People slept on the street. Drivers darted in and out without regard to traffic rules. When we arrived at Phoenix Mills, 3 guards insisted we get out of the car but I was unaware of this. I heard them speak in rapid Hindi and then Kapil opened my door for me to step out. I barely got out of the car and we were immediately waived through. Brandon had mentioned that Americans are easily passed through security.
Matt, the other instructor greeted us at the door. He was sleepy but welcoming. The living room was nice, although various toys covered the floor, chairs and coffee table. Kapil gave me a cell phone, made arrangements to pick me up the next day and left. I went to my room to start unpacking. Two twin beds were pushed together with mismatched comforters on the end of each one. A window air conditioner with dust and dirt dripping from it hummed loudly beside the bed. The bathroom sink had several toiletries left over from someone else, including a used bar of soap. I don’t like to think that I’m picky, but I guess I am. I didn’t want to lay my stuff down in there. I found the Cottonelle wipes and rubber gloves (which were originally brought to protect a cut on my finger from the bacteria-filled water) and went to work. When I was finished it didn’t look much different, but at least I knew it was clean.
Finally around 3 am, I climbed into bed. It was much firmer than I’m used to so I turned the light back on and padded it up with the comforters. I had been warned about the honking horns and noise, but from the 21st floor, all I heard was the patter of raindrops on the air conditioner. I slept for 6 1/2 hours straight.
Wednesday, June 29
I woke up at 9:30 feeling pretty good. I could barely hear Matt’s kids in the other room; the air conditioner drowns out almost all sounds. I opened the curtains to let the light into the room from the wall of sliding glass doors. There is a small balcony (about 2 feet deep) that stretches the length of the room and windows. Cemented walls gave privacy from both sides. The half wall in front was met by wire caging to cover the rest. The view was of a decaying city with a lot of new construction underway.
I noticed the dirty glass so I grabbed a wipe. The dirt was on the outside so I stepped out onto the small balcony and went to work. My handful of wipes had taken as much filth as they could hold. It was only when I reached for the sliding door that I noticed it had automatically locked. A wave of panic went through me when I realized there was no point in shouting because I could not be heard by those on the street nor by my roommates. I knew I would be missed at 1 pm when they sent for me, but that was 3 hours away, and it was unbearably humid on that small balcony. I pulled and tugged on the glass but this place was built for the war zone it stands in. I tried the middle door; it was just as unmovable. I reached for the last door and to my great delight, it was not locked.
Once my heart settled down, I sat on the edge of the bed and chuckled at how I might have spent my first day in India. The glass doors were now streaked with the lotion from the wipes but actually looked better. I decided they were perfectly fine just the way they were. I had no intention of tempting fate again.
I grabbed my robe and went out to meet Nut, Matt’s girlfriend. She is a small Thai woman with a warm smile. The babies, Xavier and Sebastian were absolutely beautiful. Curious chocolate brown eyes stared up at me. I sat down to a breakfast that had been served 3 hours earlier. I had to ask Nut what was on my plate. She said they were fried eggs. I sat them aside and opted for a piece of toast that had been wrapped in foil. I nearly pulled my front teeth out trying to bite off a piece. The next bowl contained little white half balls of something with the texture and color of wet bread. They tasted ok, but not appetizing enough to eat. The next item appeared to be cream of wheat but it was far from it. I nearly gagged when it hit my mouth. I reached for a box of cereal and added some warm milk to it. Maybe just juice today. It was green when I poured it into my glass. The label claimed it was a mixture of fruit and vegetable juices. Not where I come from. Suddenly I was grateful for the extra time I spent juggling around my luggage to get it under weight, and refusing to pull out the 3 lb. jar of peanut butter and 4 or 5 lbs. of Shakeology.
I showered, doing my best to keep my mouth closed as instructed by others visiting here. I realized I should have practiced that a bit at home. Matt offered to walk me to the center rather than having someone sent for me. We walked through the Phoenix Mills mall and he pointed out all the places he likes to eat and shop. Matt is very friendly with a great sense of humor.
I was greeted by Rajesh, the owner who showed me around the center. He was delightful and very welcoming. Rajesh took me to lunch, along with Hari and Matt. Rajesh ordered for all of us at the Copper Chimney. We had a chicken dish with lots of Indian spices, paneer (kind of like fresh mozzarella cheese chucks) in a tomato sauce, a mint chicken dish and fish and eggs in a cream sauce. I opted out of the last one but decided to be adventurous and try the rest. I was dripping with sweat from the spices, but I didn’t care. The food was amazing and the company even better.
After lunch Giri (the IT guy) downloaded some software for my wireless card. I called Jim from the Magic Jack phone and checked my e-mail. I was surprised to find so many. I’m used to reading them throughout the day on my phone. I really miss my phone.
Priya called around 5 pm, but I was exhausted. I passed on her showing me the town and decided to walk back to the mall to stay awake until at least 8pm. Once I was alone walking, I was suddenly aware of the stares. It wasn’t uncomfortable, just very noticeable. I guess I do stand out in a crowd here. I noticed the security guard waving his wand over each shopper. I stopped when it was my turn, but the guard shook his head and waved me in. I would not be scanned.
I went to order a Frankie (a wrap with various fillings) and settled on the bbq chicken. I was informed that they didn’t have those on Wednesdays. He listed the wraps available today but I couldn’t understand him. I finally pointed to the one currently being made and ordered a Fanta to go with it.
As I walked back to my room, I was once again dripping wet from the spices. Between that and the humidity here, I am not planning on any good hair days.
So far I would say that the wonderful people here cause you to overlook the humble living conditions.
Thursday, June 30th
I woke up at 1 am and couldn’t go back to sleep so I decided to write a journal.
The clock was blinking 7:27 when I awoke again. I knew that if I were going to eat a hot breakfast, I will eat when Pappu cooks, and that’s at 7:30. Pappu is a very thin, young man with a huge smile. He says very little, but I know he doesn’t speak English. This morning he made fried eggs and pancakes. The eggs again looked as though someone stepped on them. I need to look up the word ‘scrambled’ in my Hindi book. The pancakes were thin, but tasty none the less. I added some ‘less than 2% maple syrup’ to them and they were even better. I made a mental note to shop for the other 98% of my syrup later today. The juice was orange and quite good (yesterday it was green). I asked Pappu for coffee with cream. He served it with a smile and a few words I didn’t understand. After he left, I warmed up some bottled water in the microwave and poured in my Starbucks instant and some warm milk that was intended for the cereal.
Mid morning I headed to the gym to work off some pancakes. Afterwards I attempted to climb the stairs; I made it up 6 flights. I’ll go for 7 tomorrow. In the afternoon I ventured out to find some lunch and the grocery store. I knew the grocery was across from McDonalds. After 2 days of Indian food, nuggets and fries sounded pretty good. I know it doesn’t make a lot of sense to go to the gym and then eat that but it was hot today and I just didn’t feel like sweating spices. Their McDonalds is almost like ours, with a few exceptions. The burgers are buffalo (cows are sacred here, so don't ask, "Where's the beef?"). They also have spicy paneer on the menu. And finally, this is the only McDonalds I've been in that had a guard at the door.
I headed over to the Big Bazaar with my short list in hand. My purse was searched at the door and I walked through a scanner similar to the airport. I didn’t think it would be too difficult to find basic items like coffee, cream, real syrup and peroxide (for the cut on my finger). Apparently peroxide isn’t sold at the grocery store and 2% maple syrup and Nescafe instant are as good as you can get. I wandered through isle after isle of foods I didn’t recognize. Ominous bags lined the shelves with anxious shoppers filling their carts with God knows what. I almost bought some Lays potato chips just because I recognized the package. After McD’s, I decided against it.
Forty minutes later I left with cream, baby wipes (for cleaning), a box of tissues (since I couldn’t find soft toilet paper) and paper towels (I plan to clean the windows…with a little more caution next time) and paper cups (for brushing my teeth with bottled water). So I paid 499 rupees (about $11) and headed out through security. With over 100 lbs of luggage, I don’t know why I couldn’t have fit in more of those little Starbucks instant packs and a couple rolls of Charmin. I remember seeing someone hauling a case of Kleenex through the airport. If there’s a next time, I’ll be the woman bringing a case of Charmin.
Today is Matt’s birthday so we went to the center for cake. I guess it’s an Indian tradition to rub cake all over someone’s face. Three of the guys from the center made sure he was completely covered. Xavier didn’t understand the attack on his dad. That’s the first time I’ve seen him cry. Afterwards Rajesh asked me if I had an upcoming birthday. I told him it was last month, but even if it was coming up, I’d never admit it now. A good time was had by all… except Xavier.
Matt, Nut, Xavier, Sebastian and I went out to a seafood restaurant called Gajalee. Once again, I melted from the spices, but it was delicious. We had 6 waiters; two of them carried around the children so Matt and Nut could eat. We walked through the mall and Nut and I spent some time in Aldo trying on shoes. I thought the prices were really amazing until I realized I was converting in my head wrong. So the prices are ok, but not amazing. I will carry my phone from now on; you can safely use it on airplane mode without fear of outrageous bills.
When we returned, I plugged something in and caused a complete blackout in the condo. Leave it to me. Matt said he thought it was just a random power outage. We lit candles and he checked the breaker box. Yep, it was me. In the 5 minutes it took to get the power back on, my room was sweltering.
Tomorrow I will venture out a little further.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Well I started the day with an onion omelet (it looked much better than the stomped on eggs). Afterwards I did a workout in my room, walked down 21 flights of stairs to the gym, worked out on the equipment, and then met my goal of 7 flights back up. In the afternoon I went over to Phoenix Mall for a little bit and picked up some things for the girls. I was trying to find a gift for Priya, but it is very difficult to buy for someone you’ve never met. Finally, I decided I would just take her out to dinner.
I finally met this wonderful woman when her driver picked me up at 9 pm. She is a beautiful, sassy, upbeat lady with a welcoming smile (the kind of person that everybody likes). She had a friend with her. Both ladies are Indian and both sound British. They mentioned that they were convent raised to speak like that. It’s great for me because I can perfectly understand every word. We headed for a really nice private club. I asked why there were photographers throughout the entire evening. She said there were some pretty famous people there. Apparently her face has landed on the society pages a few times. I wish I had known that before I had posed with her several times.
The party was nice with never-ending hor d’eurves and an open bar. Priya has a magnetic personality and many friends, so we were surrounded by people the entire night. One man stopped me while I was walking back from the ladies room and introduced me to his entire party. They wanted to know where I was from, how long I was staying, etc. I had never seen them before. Friendly chaps. Lol And I was the only blonde at the party. When it was time to leave, Priya told everyone we were going to the bathroom. She said they would never let her leave so she had to sneak out.
Saturday, July 2, 20111
“Not pancakes, Indian food!” I smiled back at Pappu and realized he planned to wait for me to try them. I nodded my approval which thrilled him. “Nice? Yes?” They tasted like potato pancakes with onion in them. They were pretty good actually. I smiled back and said, “Yes Pappu, very nice. Thank you”. It’s amazing how his face lights up with praise. He had made a point to tell me he had a high school diploma earlier in the week. I’m sure it’s very unusual for a servant to accomplish that. I went overboard with praise. “Coffee?” “No coffee. Thank you Pappu”. Sweet, but he was really offering me Nescafe, which shouldn’t even be labeled coffee in my opinion. I just found out there are no Starbucks here. That might have been a deal breaker. I also asked Priya’s friend where I could get a roll of Charmin. Bad idea. They don’t use toilet paper and this young lady has a staff to do her shopping. She wasn’t arrogant at all; it’s just the reality here.
Matt and I walked to the center for the first day of class. It is the largest class that OTA has ever had. I think there are around 45 people in there. Each instructor has an assistant to help the students when they are working on Trade Tiger. Indian people eat breakfast at 9:30 am. Never mind that class had just started at 8:30. The center ordered flatbread sandwiches which I couldn’t finish after Pappu’s “Indian Food”.
The class was great; Matt is an excellent instructor. He had originally planned to be a math teacher (I would have too if it paid more). His style of teaching is almost identical to mine. It was a long day sitting still but I listened intently to every question. It will take time for me to get past some of the heavy accents.
I started a small dry cough which progressed throughout the day. Xavier has the same thing. Once he developed it, I stayed away, but I think it was too late by then. Yesterday we spent about a ½ hour going through his machine book. He took my finger and wanted me to touch each train, truck or airplane. He’s only two, and his native language is Thai, but he is repeating a lot of English words. I had a wonderful time with him, but I think I am paying for it now.
After class I took an antibiotic and Ambien and headed straight to bed. The rain was hitting the air conditioner, making a really loud noise. I pulled out my sleep phones and didn’t hear another thing until morning.
Sunday, July 3rd, 2011
I woke up at 5 am with a fever (100.6).
Monday, July 4th, 2011
Yesterday was a tough day. Every time I took my temperature, it went up a degree. 100… 101… 102…. At 103.3 I got a little nervous. If it continued to climb, who would I call? Where would I go? The travel clinic doctor gave me a strong antibiotic in case I become ill, but it wasn’t working. I slept on and off, waking up with chills, then sweating. Actually, pre-menopause somewhat prepared me for that part. lol I felt a little better after talking to Marri, my daughter who is an RN. I know that my family had ½ of the United States praying, and I’m sure He heard them because my temperature started dropping a degree each time I took it. Today it’s normal. Praise God. It’s a little scary being so far away from home when you’re that sick. I’m sure it was scary for my family too. Knowing how I would feel, I decided to call my mom first thing this morning. I think it made us both feel better.
This place is so crazy and amazing. I am staying in Phoenix Mills, one of the nicer areas of Central Mumbai. It is a well-guarded community with a paver-stone driveway, large ornamental gates, potted flowers and palm trees. Marble floors cover the entry ways to each tower. Young men wash the expensive cars while they sit in the basement garage. Uniformed staff rush ahead to push the button to call the elevator for you. Another man stands inside to push the button for your floor.
In the US this place would be surrounded by buildings of similar kind and quality. But in Mumbai, there doesn’t appear to be any zoning restrictions whatsoever. Across the street from Phoenix Mills the houses appear unfit for anyone to live in. They are worse than any slum I’ve ever seen in the US. Buildings are dirty and decaying. Tarps are haphazardly attached to create barriers from the scorching sun and monsoon rains. The sidewalks are cracked and broken and heavily littered.
Online Trading Academy is right next door in the Phoenix Mills mall so I can usually cut through the back gates to get to work. In the morning they don’t unlock them until 9 am so I have to go out on the street. There aren’t any dumpsters here, so people throw their trash in a pile in the street. Matt said if you come earlier you will see the rats and the poor going through it (I hope he was kidding, but I’m not so sure). By the time I pass it, the city workers are shoveling it up. The smell is horrific.
You would think the people here would be unhappy. It couldn’t be further from the truth. People on the street greet you with a warm smile. They are kind and helpful. The people at the center are even more amazing. They go out of their way to make you feel welcome. They are kind and considerate and their smiles are contagious. My well-being seems to be a priority for them.
I took some pictures today on my way home from the center. I’ve been reluctant to take any because I wasn’t sure of the rules. The other day I took a few photos of Phoenix Mills Mall. A guard took my camera from me and then watched to make sure I deleted each one. I told him I didn’t know it wasn’t allowed so he was actually pretty nice about it. I asked him where I could take pictures. “Nowhere. Security reasons.” I wasn’t sure other guards on the street would be so kind, so I haven’t wanted to risk it. After seeing the conditions on the street, I certainly wouldn’t want to find out what the inside of a jail cell might look like. I talked to Priya today; she said I would be fine to take them outside of the mall. It’s been wonderful having her here to answer all my silly little questions.
Despite the conditions, I’m getting comfortable being here. That’s crazy and amazing.
Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.-|Storm Jameson|
Tuesday, July 5th
I had a bit of a meltdown today, but somehow felt better afterwards. I expected to easily adjust to this new environment, but I haven’t. I’ve been longing for something to feel normal. I guess I’d better start creating a new normal.
Wednesday, July 6th
“I make you omelet, yes?”
“No thank you Pappu, my stomach is still a little sick,” I reply while putting my hand over my stomach to help him understand.
“No dinner, no breakfast?” Pappu asks. He’s noticed that I’m not eating (actually I eat pretty well during the day). It’s amazing to me that this young man who has obviously drawn the short straw in life is still never without a smile. Today I might have tested his patience a bit.
“Do you know where the lint screen is?” I asked pointing at the washer/dryer combo in the kitchen.
“They clean one clock.”
“No,” I say shaking my head, knowing he didn’t understand. I try to search for dust on the floor, but can’t find any. The maid is absolutely meticulous about certain things. You could eat off of the floors but not the counter tops. After a few more attempts at miming lint screens and a dryer catching on fire, I headed to my room to get the Hindi book. For some reason a book designed for travelers didn’t think you would ever need the word ‘lint’. I returned to the kitchen and pointed to ‘dustbin’ in my little book since it was as close as I could get.
“Good!” Pappu says smiling and pointing to the Hindi book. “Good!” He is obviously delighted that I am attempting to communicate with him, but he still has no idea what I want him to do with the washer/dryer.
I decide to try one more time. “At home, in the US, we have a washer and a dryer” I say while miming the two separate units. He nods. I pretend to stand in front of the dryer that I have just created in the air. As I mime pulling off lint from a lint screen, Pappu shakes his head.
“Yes! Yes, dryer…” To my delight, he finally understands what I’m asking. He nods and pretends to clean a lint screen to show me he understands.
I go back to the real appliance and wave my hands to show uncertainty. “Where is it?” I ask, pointing.
“Oh, I doo know”
---Evening---
I walked along the small paver stone road heading home after a long day in class. The street was packed, as usual with trucks trying to load or unload and drivers laying on their horns, anxious to at least roll forward a little bit. Motorized scooters swing in between, taking full advantage of their ability to navigate the narrow street. Pedestrians must dodge the scooters and cars while being honked at by drivers who don’t want to slow down. Today I made my way through the traffic and walked briskly, trying to stay as close to the side of the road as possible. A van passed so close that it actually hit the laptop bag I was carrying. Normally I would have been in shock over such an event, but here it just didn’t stand out as being that extraordinary. I’m not sure if this is a sign that I am finally adjusting to this environment, or I have lost my mind. lol
Afterwards, Matt, Xavier and I walked across the street to what appears to be a cross between a flea market, farmers market and the slums. The crowds were beyond belief. People were pressed together tighter than we see when the stadium is packed. Three wheeled trucks, cars, scooters, bicycles and pedestrians fight to navigate through the heavy traffic. Sidewalk shops carry everything from produce to rubber hoses. Incense burns on a cart selling some unidentifiable fried food. A young girl waits on an old wooden bench just inside of a ‘doctors’ office. Rancid odors floated through the polluted air, with an occasional break from burning incense. The backdrop for this madness is row after row of apartments that appear unfit for humans.
We turned down another street, but in front of each shop the streets are lined with individuals sitting on the ground selling a similar variety of wares. Melons are cut open on display with flies feasting on the contents. Potatoes are piled in front of one man. Pots and pans are hung on a wall behind another. Still another has lettuce or peppers or mangos.
Children with bare dusty feet shout to the crowds to promote their own business, while others in ill-fitted school uniforms make their way home. Others follow along with their hand out. Xavier stopped to pick out a toy from a blanket on the ground. After checking out a few trucks, he finally settled on an airplane.
I struggled to take it all in, but my mind and eyes just couldn’t commit all of it to memory. Everywhere I looked there was something I hadn’t seen before. The entire trip lasted less than ½ an hour, but I left there somehow changed. I hope I never forget that I am blessed beyond measure.
Thursday, July 7th
Life is good again. I ran into Saurabh at the mall during lunch. He asked if I’d been to the Food Hall. I hadn’t heard of it so I walked with him to the most amazing (well compared to Big Bazar) new grocery store. It’s clean and neat with things on shelves and they have deli counters and a bakery and Campbell’s soup and Ragu and all kinds of normal stuff!! Wow. I’m so happy about that.
Friday, July 8th, 2011
Priya picked me up after class today and we headed to her apartment in northern Bombay. We stopped at a liquor store on the way. The other patrons were standing on the sidewalk (it’s a walk up liquor store), but they opened the gate for Priya and I and we were allowed to make our selections from behind the counter. After she ordered, we returned to the car. The charge slip would be brought to her and the wine was given to the driver. This is a lady who lives a life of privilege and open doors. She’s not haughty or arrogant; she’s actually very sweet with a big heart. It’s just the way life is for her.
We shared a bottle of wine at her apartment before going to dinner. Priya lives in a very nice 2 bedroom apartment that is beautifully furnished and very stylish. Like most places I’ve seen, she has marble floors throughout. Carpet doesn’t fare well here.
A quick phone call and the driver picked us up for dinner. As we pull into the Marriot, the car is searched and we are scanned. After the incidents in 2008, security is heightened everywhere. We had an awesome dinner at Spices, a wonderful restaurant that looks out over the water. Priya doesn’t give her name at the hostess stand; they know who she is and where she prefers to sit. I ordered a dirty Grey Goose martini, but something is different about the way they make them. They taste lemony. The food and wine were delicious and Priya is a delight to talk to. Brandon called and I chatted with him for a bit too.
Another phone call and her driver took us to a very elite club on the beach called Aurus. This is where the stars and wanna-be stars hang out. It’s a trendy, upbeat club that sits right on the water. It’s normally an open air club, but with the monsoon rains they had a temporary roof installed. Our final stop was the bar at Novotel. This bar was not only beach-front but also pool-side. Palm trees lined the perimeter with large couch-like lawn furniture outside. We sat at the bar and had a few drinks before turning in for the night.
Priya’s guest room was a taste of home. The soft, cozy bed was covered with a beautiful duvet and matching toss pillows. The room was cool and dark; I slept until 11 am, which felt amazing.
Saturday, July 9th, 2011
I woke to scrambled eggs and toast. The driver had just delivered the fresh bread. I ate every bite. Afterwards, we were taken to the Sohum Spa and Wellness Sanctuary. It was a taste of heaven. We started off with a cool washcloth, slippers and a delicious cold tea. Next we had the Native American Hot Stone massage, which is done with warm oil and hot volcanic stones. A small oriental woman spent several hours pampering us and working out a lot of built up tension. I left there feeling fresh and restored. On our way out we were served fresh pineapple and hot tea.
We had a nice lunch Bombay Baking Company before her driver took me back to the apartment. On my way back I got a text from Hari: “It’s party time today. Will pick you up by 9 pm from the Guest House. Be ready for lots of fun and Bollywood. We shall return by 3 or 4 am. Have arranged a drop back at the guest house also. Dress code: party wear…!! Regards, Harikrishna”.
I’m off to another fun night.
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